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DANCE as though no one is watching you,
LOVE as though you have never been hurt before,
SING as though no one can hear you,
LIVE as though heaven is on earth
DANCE as though no one is watching you,
LOVE as though you have never been hurt before,
SING as though no one can hear you,
LIVE as though heaven is on earth

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Essay 2: Criminal Minds


Leslie Moreno                                                                                                      Moreno 1
Professor Macklin
English 114A
24, October 2011
Criminal Minds
            Would you be able to tell what someone is thinking? Could you spot a serial killer as he walked right passed you? A person’s compulsion to kill is not written on their face, it’s in their minds. Criminal minds is a group consisting of seven people, Aaron Hotchner the team leader, David Rossi as the profiling expert, Special agents Emily Prentiss, Dr. Spencer Reid, Derek Morgan, and Jennifer Jeareau, and technical analyst Penelope Garcia. They are the members of the Behavioral Analysis Unit (BAU), and their job is to profile uncatchable crooks for the most unthinkable crimes. It is a show about what goes through a serial killers mind; what makes them start to kill. The only way to stop them is to get into their minds.  You can never tell what another person lived through his/her life, and sometimes how one grows up effects they way they grow up to act like. There is a trigger in all of us, a darkness that cannot be contained; to some that darkness comes out and they lose their heads, they go insane and without knowing become psychopaths.
            A psychopath is defined as, “a person afflicted with a personality disorder characterized by a tendency to commit antisocial and sometimes violent acts and a failure to feel guilt for such acts.” It is a mental illness that people sometimes get when they have had a stressor in their life such as the death of a loved one or the abusiveness of a parent. Every criminal has a starting stressor that causes them to go insane. Penelope Garcia said, “I believe humanity was born from conflict. Maybe that’s why in all of us lives a dark side. Some of us embrace it. Some have no choice. The rest of us fight it. And in the end, it’s as natural as the air we breathe. Some point, we’re forced to face the truth…ourselves.” I agree with her, each of us fight that darkness in us and sometimes it creeps out but we somehow manage to bring it back in. Serial killers reach the limit where their inner darkness comes out and they cannot control it, some people can just fight it more than others. Elise Cabot quoted, “evil endures a moment’s flush and then leaves but a burnt up shell.”
            “What happened in the past that was painful has a great deal to do with what we are today,” William Glasser. Most of the time the problem doesn’t just start with the serial killer all of a sudden wanting to kill, they get triggered; and the saddest part is that their trigger ends up being the one thing that is suppose to save us, love. Madeleine L’Engle said, “When we were children we used to think that when we grew up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability; to be alive is to be vulnerable.”  When we are young our parents are the most important people in the world, they are the ones we are suppose to trust the most. In the episode “Remembrance of things past” is an episode that made me think of this quote. This episode was about a serial killer they named “The Butcher” and he escaped the two heads of the team years ago so when the sudden kills start again they begin to think that maybe it is a copy cat. As the episode continues you see that it is a father-son team; the father killed before the son was born so when the son was born he still continued to kill and the wife found out. The wife was then the main target and the son was blinded by how he grew up that they actually helped the father capture his own mother so the father would kill her. The son grows up and ends up being the accomplice of the father. I felt sad for the son because he had no choice but to obey by his father’s rules.  He grew up with his father being the dominant one that he couldn’t escape the fear he had of his father leaving him. It makes me think of all the children that had to grow up in a house hold like that. “Children begin by loving their parents. As they grow older they judge them, sometimes they forgive them,” Oscar Wilde.
            “All things truly wicked start from innocence, “said Ernest Hemingway.  Some serial killers try to help others and it ends up going the wrong way. In season 7 of criminal minds in the episode “From childhood’s hour” the killer is kidnaps a boy named Bobby because bobby’s mother has depression. He cares for the boy but he tries to get an “okay” from the kid to kill his mother. Once the kid gives the “okay” he kills the mother. He tries to do the same with two other kids and the thing is that when he was young his mother was in depression. He thought in his mind that his mother jumped off a bridge and killed herself, when in fact he pushed her off. His mind couldn’t take the truth so it turned the story around so that he would remember something else. Even thought he tried to do the right thing he ended up doing the right thing in the wrong way. “We’re born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we’re not alone.” Orson Welles.
            When you fall in love you believe that that one special person will never leave your side, sometimes you become to obsess that when they break your heart you seek revenge. Jean Racine said, “A tragedy need not have blood and death; it’s enough that it all be filled with that majestic sadness that is the pleasure of tragedy.” In season 6 of criminal minds the episode “Devil’s Night” A man starts to kill people by burning them alive, he was in an accident where he was burned by most of his body. He was currently with the woman of his life, but when she found out he probably wouldn’t survive she left him and it left him devastated. He was so devastated that he began to take it out at the people who separated her from him. He got to the point where he found out where she was living and decided to go confront her. The family members struggled to keep her safe but they just couldn’t. She came out to talk to him and he was furious, as he began to yell a little boy came running out, as he ran he yelled, “mommy.” He was heartbroken to see she had had a child, at that moment agent Hotchner came in and told the woman to tell him the truth. She looked at him and told him that the little boy was his son. The man was in deep shock that he dropped the flame and asked what the boys name. The little boy reached for his father and touched him on his face, the part where his face was burned up. He didn’t mean to kill those people but because he let his darkness get to his head he let it consume him to the point where he had the urge to kill. Thomas A. Kempis said, “Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of its trouble, attempts what is above strength, pleads no excuse for impossibility, for it thinks all things are lawful for itself and all things are possible.”
“All truths are easy to understand once they are discovered; the point is to discover them,” Galileo. I won’t say that criminals should not be punished for their crimes, of course they should. There is no way that a criminal shouldn’t be punished but it also counts why the criminal did what he did. It might seem pointless to people but when you listen to the story of the tragedy of another person’s life you can’t help but feel a bit sad. At first I was just like everyone else, I thought they should receive the death sentence, but when I started watching criminal minds I began to think about what the criminals go through. Some people when they watch the show they watch it only because they like a character playing or the action in the series, I wanted them to listen. I want people to listen to the stories and think about what actually made the criminal kill. Some of the stories are probably stories that are no reason to kill, but most of them are sad stories that make you feel bad and grateful that you have a good life. It makes you think twice about the life you have, it made me think twice I used to think my life was useless but I do have a good life. I may not be in love or have many friends but I’m grateful for the family that raised me. I couldn’t even imagine going through what the criminals went through, or even one of my family members to go through. What if a family member went through the same thing? It is the saddest thing to think about. There may be innocent people who also have to pay for the crimes they did not mean to commit or didn’t commit. Like the children of serial killers, they have to live in fear the rest of their lives seen as the child of a monster. The wives have to live in terror hoping and praying that one day their child does not end up in the same footsteps as their father’s. It is horrible to think an innocent child will suffer for the rest of their lives because of their father or even mother. I may be over thinking all of this but my emotions and heart show me that life is unfair and sometimes we do things we ourselves don’t fully understand. “No man chooses evil because it is evil; he only mistakes it for happiness, the good he seeks,” Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Essay 2 Draft


Leslie Moreno                                                                                                      Moreno 1
Professor Macklin
English 114A
24, October 2011
Criminal Minds
            Would you be able to tell what someone is thinking? Could you spot a serial killer as he walked right passed you? A person’s compulsion to kill is not written on their face, it’s in their minds. Criminal minds is a group consisting of seven people, Aaron Hotchner the team leader, David Rossi as the profiling expert, Special agents Emily Prentiss, Dr. Spencer Reid, Derek Morgan, and Jennifer Jeareau, and technical analyst Penelope Garcia. They are the members of the Behavioral Analysis Unit (BAU), and their job is to profile uncatchable crooks for the most unthinkable crimes. It is a show about what goes through a serial killers mind; what makes them start to kill. The only way to stop them is to get into their minds.  You can never tell what another person lived through his/her life, and sometimes how one grows up effects they way they grow up to act like. There is a trigger in all of us, a darkness that cannot be contained; to some that darkness comes out and they lose their heads, they go insane and without knowing become psychopaths.
            A psychopath is defined as, “a person afflicted with a personality disorder characterized by a tendency to commit antisocial and sometimes violent acts and a failure to feel guilt for such acts.” It is a mental illness that people sometimes get when they have a hard stressor in their life such as the death of a loved one or the abusiveness of a parent. Every criminal has a starting stressor that causes them to go insane. Penelope Garcia said, “I believe humanity was born from conflict. Maybe that’s why in all of us lives a dark side. Some of us embrace it. Some have no choice. The rest of us fight it. And in the end, it’s as natural as the air we breathe. Some point, we’re forced to face the truth…ourselves.” I agree with her, each of us fight that darkness in us and sometimes it creeps out but we somehow manage to bring it back in. Serial killers reach the limit where their inner darkness comes out and they cannot control it, some people can just fight it more than others. Elise Cabot quoted, “evil endures a moment’s flush and then leaves but a burnt up shell.”
            “What happened in the past that was painful has a great deal to do with what we are today,” William Glasser. Most of the time the problem doesn’t just start with the serial killer all of a sudden wanting to kill, they get triggered; and the saddest part is that their trigger ends up being the one thing that is suppose to save us, love. Madeleine L’Engle said, “When we were children we used to think that when we grew up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability; to be alive is to be vulnerable.”  When we are young our parents are the most important people in the world, they are the ones we are suppose to trust the most. In the episode “Remembrance of things past” is an episode that made me think of this quote. This episode was about a serial killer they named “The Butcher” and he escaped the two heads of the team years ago so when the sudden kills start again they begin to think that maybe it is a copy cat. As the episode continues you see that it is a father-son team; the father killed before the son was born so when the son was born he still continued to kill and the wife found out. The wife was then the main target and the son was blinded by how he grew up that they actually helped the father capture his own mother so the father would kill her. The son grows up and ends up being the accomplice of the father. I felt sad for the son because he had no choice but to obey by his father’s rules.  He grew up with his father being the dominant one that he couldn’t escape the fear he had of his father leaving him. It makes me think of all the children that had to grow up in a house hold like that. “Children begin by loving their parents. As they grow older they judge them, sometimes they forgive them,” Oscar Wilde.
            “All things truly wicked start from innocence, “said Ernest Hemingway.  Some serial killers try to help others and it ends up going the wrong way. In season 7 of criminal minds in the episode “From childhood’s hour” the killer is kidnaps a boy named Bobby because bobby’s mother has depression. He cares for the boy but he tries to get an “okay” from the kid to kill his mother. Once the kid gives the “okay” he kills the mother. He tries to do the same with two other kids and the thing is that when he was young his mother was in depression. He thought in his mind that his mother jumped off a bridge and killed herself, when in fact he pushed her off. His mind couldn’t take the truth so it turned the story around so that he would remember something else. Even thought he tried to do the right thing he ended up doing the right thing in the wrong way. “We’re born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we’re not alone.” Orson Welles.
            When you fall in love you believe that that one special person will never leave your side, sometimes you become to obsess that when they break your heart you seek revenge. Jean Racine said, “A tragedy need not have blood and death; it’s enough that it all be filled with that majestic sadness that is the pleasure of tragedy.” In season 6 of criminal minds the episode “Devil’s Night” A man starts to kill people by burning them alive, he was in an accident where he was burned by most of his body. He was currently with the woman of his life, but when she found out he probably wouldn’t survive she left him and it left him devastated. He was so devastated that he began to take it out at the people who separated her from him. He got to the point where he found out where she was living and decided to go confront her. The family members struggled to keep her safe but they just couldn’t. She came out to talk to him and he was furious, as he began to yell a little boy came running out, as he ran he yelled, “mommy.” He was heartbroken to see she had had a child, at that moment agent Hotchner came in and told the woman to tell him the truth. She looked at him and told him that the little boy was his son. The man was in deep shock that he dropped the flame and asked what the boys name. The little boy reached for his father and touched him on his face, the part where his face was burned up. He didn’t mean to kill those people but because he let his darkness get to his head he let it consume him to the point where he had the urge to kill. Thomas A. Kempis said, “Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of its trouble, attempts what is above strength, pleads no excuse for impossibility, for it thinks all things are lawful for itself and all things are possible.”
            “All truths are easy to understand once they are discovered; the point is to discover them,” Galileo. I won’t say that criminals should not be punished for their crimes, of course they should. There is no way that a criminal shouldn’t be punished but it also counts why the criminal did what he did. It might seem pointless to people but when you listen to the story of the tragedy of another person’s life you can’t help but feel a bit sad. What if a family member went through the same thing? It is the saddest thing to think about. There may be innocent people who also have to pay for the crimes they did not mean to commit or didn’t commit. Like the children of serial killers, they have to live in fear the rest of their lives seen as the child of a monster. The wives have to live in terror hoping and praying that one day their child does not end up in the same footsteps as their father’s. It is horrible to think an innocent child will suffer for the rest of their lives because of their father or even mother. I may be over thinking all of this but my emotions and heart show me that life is unfair and sometimes we do things we ourselves don’t fully understand. “No man chooses evil because it is evil; he only mistakes it for happiness, the good he seeks,” Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

The Ethnographhy

Leslie Moreno                                                                                                          Moreno 1
Professor Macklin
English 114A
12, October 2011
The Ethnography
For Facebook I chose my home page so it’s the news feed section. In the thirty minutes I was on not that much happen only a few people posted. Andrea Noelle Jackson posted “WHOAAA my facebook app is all different now….gotta get used to this.”  The second post was Il volo latinoamerica which was a picture post of one of the groups member with a little girl its labeled que bellos and the picture is called Mia&Il volo. Maria Teresa Silva Herrera commented “awwwwww q tiernos” I commented “so cute!” Ninoska Garcia Sanchez commented “Amo esta foto!! Se ven bellos!!!!” Bernarda Pace Rivas commented “que lindos” some other guy commented “ooooooo awww que ternura” Gina Hirasema Ginoble commented “Q TIERNOOO, es muy lindo Ignazio Boschetto Bis.” After that there was a post made by Andrea Noelle Jackson again saying, “Oh man...first college midterm in an hour...ohhh nervousness is kicking in blahhh” and Daniel Hernandez commented “Good luck! :D” Andrea responded “Thank u!! J” Maia Villa then posted “I am going to CARVE A PUMPKIN! In a few days” One of her friends, Davis Rodriguez-villa, commented “Hahahaha!!!” Andrea then posts to Maia “I MISS U….more than u knowJ” Emily Munoz added Woodrow Wilson High School, Los Angeles ’11 to her education. Ivette Gutierrez posted “ALAS IS SELLiNG HALLOWEEN GRAMS! you can buy them off ANY ALAS member (general & exec) theyre $1 each have any ?s message me or any other member(:” I commented “ill buy ten!” “……..well maybe just one lol :oP” she commented back saying “hahaha it comes with a bag of candy!!! U can buy as many as u want!!!” Itzel Salgado-Bautista posted “No school on Halloween :D” I commented back “Lucky!!!!!! I still have school…………..i think????” Johanna Lopez posted “Mean Girls ! >;D – with Stephanie Lopez. Angelica Pena posted “I need to do homework.” Catherine Meza posted “omfgosh….Lol todayy was too hot. -.-” Amelia Aguilar posted “Java chip frap with peppermint J hopefully I get home!!! Lmao my legs hurt like crazy !!- at starbucks” Andrea posted “Really my midterm grade lies in the hands of other people?! Really?!
            Due to the recent technological advancements in our society today, people rely on social networks such as facebook, twitter, and myspace to reach out to people whether its close friends or associates of some sort. The impact of the social impact on our society is that we could communicate efficiently instead of physically speaking however the impact on our society can drastically affect us in a negative or positive way. From watching Facebook I concluded that humans have weird minds. The post people put on were all random post though most of them were just post about what they are doing at that minute. I can’t really say that this social media is a good thing but I can’t really say that it is a bad thing. Personally I don’t fully understand the whole social media thing. I think humans think way too much about social medias and don’t take the time to live their lives. When people say live your life to the fullest and live day to day like there is no tomorrow I’m pretty sure they didn’t mean stare at a computer screen and gossip. Kids don’t even date anymore for them dating is chatting on the computer with their guys. It ruins the relationships between friends and partners and sometimes even between parents and their kids. The kids are so busy looking at what other people say they don’t try their best in school. What makes it worse is that now kids have apps so they can be on facebook 24/7, so even in the classrooms they aren’t concentrating. I think that social media is good but only if it doesn’t go to the extreme. I have a facebook but im not on it every minute trying to see what other people say because I don’t really care about their lives I care about mine and my families lives first. Now that I’m in college I don’t want to be wasting my time looking at a computer screen unless it means I am doing homework or research. I want to live my life to its fullest, day to day, and enjoy the beauty of nature. Facebook is fun sometimes but most of the time I prefer a good book and the wind blowing through my hair, I prefer life.
Works Cited:  "Facebook." www.facebook.com. N.p., n.d. Web. 13 Oct 2011.
 
 
 
 

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

The Scene


Leslie: *yawn*boy! I am tired
Carolina: Hey Leslie wait up!
Leslie: Oh! Hey *yawn* Carolina
Carolina: Wow! Don’t you look awake? Hahaha
Leslie: Yea, I was up all night. I couldn’t close my eyes
Carolina: Why?
Leslie: Didn’t you watch criminal minds last night?
Carolina: No I missed it!
Leslie: They were really good episodes! There were three episodes showing and the first two episodes scared me. It was hard for me to sleep last night.
Carolina: Were they that bad?
Leslie: Yea, but even if they were scary I couldn’t stop from watching it. The show just somehow captures my attention. Okay, so the first episode was about The “Prince of the Night” It’s about a night stalker who attacks during a blackout.
Carolina: Blackout?
Leslie: Yea! There were blackouts going on in Los Angeles and so he took the opportunity and crept into people’s houses and sexually abuses the wives and then kills them and the husbands while the children are in the closet listening to everything that is going on. It was really sad. So then the team is called in and they go and team up with two detectives. One of the detectives is paired off with Morgan and they find out that the unsub is after the detective. When the detective was little they lied to him and told him that his parents died in a car accident when in fact the Prince of the night killed them.  So they find out the Unsub took his daughter and his sister so they race to try to save them. The detective is killed and the unsub takes the daughter and Morgan promises to get her back. It became really intense and scary the unsub looked mentally ill.
Carolina: wow! It sounds scary. I love the show but I can never seem to watch it.
Leslie: Yea actually because of the show I was thinking about a career in the FBI
Carolina: YOU ARE?!
Leslie: yea, I know it sounds crazy
Carolina: I think it is awesome! I was thinking of doing that too but then I thought nah!
Leslie: Right! I don’t know but it has been catching my attention the whole figuring out what the unsub thinks and why does he think it it interests me a lot. I have been keeping a close eye on the show. I even went online and was doing research on the different FBI offices. It seems like the BAU unit is only located in Quantico, Virginia.
Carolina:  oh! That’s got to be hard. I wouldn’t be able to move that far away from home.
Leslie: I know that’s why I’m thinking really hard about whether I want to continue with this. I know I have four more years but isn’t it always better to plan ahead?
Carolina: Yea but it doesn’t mean you can’t take your time with it.
Leslie: Touché, But the more I think about it the more I’m convinced I’m going to have to sacrifice a lot. I have never shot a person before and I don’t plan on taking another person’s life but like an old saying I heard among police men “At the end of the day it is either your life or theirs” It true at the end of everyday it is either your life you chose to save or you spare the killers life.
Carolina: Don’t you think it’s too much to be thinking of?
Leslie: Not really because if I plan on doing this I’m going to have to think of the possibility of that day coming.
Carolina: You know it is only a show? It might not even be real.
Leslie: I doubt that.
Carolina: yea, isn’t it funny how a show like this is so attractive?
Leslie: what do you mean?
Carolina: Well think about it you would expect most guys to like this kind of shows but here you and I are talking about how much we actually love the show.
Leslie: Probably because we see women in their too and it makes us think about the possibilities. It gives us a different perspective and it interests us. Well I got to hurry up for class I’m going to be late again. Bye! *running*
Carolina: Bye! *waving* Maybe thinking ahead might not be so bad. AH! SHE DIDN’T TELL ME ABOUT THE OTHER EPISODES! WE HAVE THE SAME CLASS ANYWAY! WAIT! *running*
Leslie:*laughing out loud*

Thursday, October 6, 2011

The "Word-Picture"


My favorite TV show in the world is very exciting. There is so much suspense and action. It’s kind of like a horror movie except without the whole scary bad guy behind a mask or a Back-from-the-dead guy. This show is about a group of 7 people who do whatever they can to save the lives of people in need. They all put their heads to try to figure out how to catch the bad guy. The show isn’t only about action and suspense; it’s about showing that there are other ways to saving lives than just killing another human.